sucks sucks sucks sucks .
well , i gonna post about my THAT mother again after a long .
if you think i'm childish , go away . cause i'm just venting my anger .
she's A BIG LIAR .
she has very weird ways of controling her son (she doesn't control him , so her son got bad too worse .*)
she has weird & bad attitude .
she's bias ( i don't really care )
COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE , REALLY .
it's not naggy . if she's naggy then it's normal .
but she's extremly WEIRD . the way she do things is like wth .
she's "MRS NICE NICE" on the surface only lur .
damn it . only my aunt knows what's going on cause she know HER pattern very well .
others ? "ohhh , you can't say like this i think your mother is really a great mum ! "
ASSSHOLE OKAY ? i guess i have to stick with my this cell phone which she throw soooo many times when she's angry with me . peers wonder why my phone is in the bad condition , THANKS TO THAT MOTHER AT HOME SPENDING MY DAD'S MONEY WITHOUT BLINKING . you , keep changing phone ! & now you got a IPHONE , YOU WANNA CHANGES AGAIN !? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ? YOU NOT TAITAI OKAY . SOMEMORE IS USING DAD'S MONEY . YOU DON'T WORK LAH . WORK ALSO NO MONEY -.- LOL , LET YOU XIA SWAY I DON'T CARE :DDD & it's not because of a PHONE i'm so mad about lah . it's alot more okay ! phone is small issue only seriously ._. HAHAHA , WHATEVER . (:
i'm done venting .

i'm back ! currently in school .
somebody just farted , eeek . whatever . HAHA .
life has been really plain & boring this couple of weeks ,
so i didn't update much & i don't think there will be people reading my blog anyway .
cause there's No photos & full of craps . haha .
i gonna changes my worship place really soon (:
people do changes alot.
i shall not regardless that person as my friend ever again .
haha , sound so childish but i don't care .
i know you have been disliking me for sometimes dude ,
it's obvious actually . way too obvious !
maybe you think i'm a blahblahblah person to you .
but still , I DON'T CARE .
i'm happy now cause i don't need to face you everyweek anymore !
if you think it's you then YAY . so i don't need to tell you cause i'm not going to talk to you .
but i don't think you will be reading , cause you don't bother .
hahahaha , i'm happy . BYE .

RETREAT ! RETREAT !
church is having retreat tomorrow :D
sleep early , wake up early in a good condition & mood please god :D
byebyebyebyebyebye .

was at chalet on monday till tuesday night .
& it's obviously killing me & my health . all those BBQ food & those sleepless night !
hurhurhurhur , but nvm . at least the chalet is quite okay . haha , got to see many deyians ~
all taller than me already -.- i remembered sec1 i can see their whole head ! this prove i didn't grow at alllllllllllllllll . so miserable can ?! haha , short & fat , fat & short that always been me .
blahblahblah . ANYWAY ! two years ago i had a blog ! i just view it just now . i feel like stabbing myself a billion times ! really* wth am i posting mancxz last time ? why am i sooo twitttt last time ? ohgod ! that's so embrassing ! if you guys had passed by my that stupid twitty blog ._.
just forget about it kkkkkk . cause i know there's still some of them still link that blog -.- ohhhhfuckk . i wanna delete it ! but i forgotten my password ! it's another account ! why can't i remember it !? LOL , no wonder so many of them detest me so much that time . ohhhhh , i'm some childish , act lian lil girl that time i guessssss . haha , whatever ! it's last time kkkkkk ! NOW , NONONONO UHS . HAHAHA .

leave the past alone ,
& get a new hope ,
what doesn't belongs to you ,
means it doesn't ,
forcing or fighting for it doesn't changes a thing .
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God will give his child the best ,
follow him & he will make a difference ,
it's never too late ,
so start believing him now .
AMEN .

okay , great . JUST GREAT !
i screwed up everything .
i missed church again & it's going on for months already ,
i just couldn't wake up , not even in the afternoon .
my mum broke my specs , so called accidently -.-
blahblahblah .
watched , BLOOD the last vampire s with shan yesterday . it's M18 . & nearly got caught & it's the 1st time .
i think it's because i'm very un-natural when i talk to that person , then she was like wanted to comfrim she reminded me "it's matured 18 ." i quickly nodded my head , she also asked what time i want i was stunned , idk why just stunned i keep tapping shan , "eh , what time what time ." haha . okay , skipskipskip . anyway , that girl is smart but not so smart cause i still got the ticket anyway & shan agreed too . HAHAHA . this wouldn't stop me from sneaking in a M18 MOVIE KKKK ! ROFL . actually BLOOD , i think at most should be NC16 idk why iszit M18 . & the lead actress is soooo cooooooool . WOOHOOS , when she killed those vampire there's no face expression at all . ME LIKE ME LIKE !
compared to friday 13th , BIG DIFFERENCE . friday 13th is M18 i understand .
BLOOD M18 ? i really don't understand . LOL .
okay , my neighbour is a FUCKING pervent .
byebyebye .

now what ?

I MISSES YOUR PAST , FRIEND .
SERIOUSLY .
WILL YOU BE LIKE THE PAST AGAIN ?
I DOUBT IT'S ISN'T POSSIBLE .

GOD , i really want that friend to be let the last ,
just for a day ..
i wouldn't ask for more .

happy & crazy in the morning , afternoon & moody in the evening .
i know why already , my close friend visted me in the evening .
even things doesn't concern me i also go moody about it . haha .
i went jogging yesterday night . hahaha , blahblahblah .
okay , that close friend of mine is getting annoying & i getting more & more moodless .
byebyebyebye .