okay , i'm back . (just for a moment obviously)
haha , i wouldn't stay for long . cause i'm really lazy .
pass by shan's blog . hahaha . got quiz ! got quiz !
idk it's true or not actually . BUT , just for the sake of fun i'll still do it !

what kind of person are you ?

Here is the analysis:

You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.


Get to know yourself better .

Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


How do you react to compliments ?

Here is the analysis:

When you are being complimented, you respond with a question such as "Who me?" "You think so?" or "Really?". This shows that you are a good listener and tend to agree with other people's opinions. You don't like conflict and never discriminate against others.

Jealously test .

Jealousy Level: 35%

You harbor no feelings of jealousy

You are calm and often think differently compared to other people. You don't get jealous because you believe that other people's business is theirs alone. So what if they're beautiful and score all the guys? That's their luck! Some people may think of you as being a bit of a loner.

sucks sucks sucks sucks .
well , i gonna post about my THAT mother again after a long .
if you think i'm childish , go away . cause i'm just venting my anger .
she's A BIG LIAR .
she has very weird ways of controling her son (she doesn't control him , so her son got bad too worse .*)
she has weird & bad attitude .
she's bias ( i don't really care )
COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE , REALLY .
it's not naggy . if she's naggy then it's normal .
but she's extremly WEIRD . the way she do things is like wth .
she's "MRS NICE NICE" on the surface only lur .
damn it . only my aunt knows what's going on cause she know HER pattern very well .
others ? "ohhh , you can't say like this i think your mother is really a great mum ! "
ASSSHOLE OKAY ? i guess i have to stick with my this cell phone which she throw soooo many times when she's angry with me . peers wonder why my phone is in the bad condition , THANKS TO THAT MOTHER AT HOME SPENDING MY DAD'S MONEY WITHOUT BLINKING . you , keep changing phone ! & now you got a IPHONE , YOU WANNA CHANGES AGAIN !? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ? YOU NOT TAITAI OKAY . SOMEMORE IS USING DAD'S MONEY . YOU DON'T WORK LAH . WORK ALSO NO MONEY -.- LOL , LET YOU XIA SWAY I DON'T CARE :DDD & it's not because of a PHONE i'm so mad about lah . it's alot more okay ! phone is small issue only seriously ._. HAHAHA , WHATEVER . (:
i'm done venting .

i'm back ! currently in school .
somebody just farted , eeek . whatever . HAHA .
life has been really plain & boring this couple of weeks ,
so i didn't update much & i don't think there will be people reading my blog anyway .
cause there's No photos & full of craps . haha .
i gonna changes my worship place really soon (:
people do changes alot.
i shall not regardless that person as my friend ever again .
haha , sound so childish but i don't care .
i know you have been disliking me for sometimes dude ,
it's obvious actually . way too obvious !
maybe you think i'm a blahblahblah person to you .
but still , I DON'T CARE .
i'm happy now cause i don't need to face you everyweek anymore !
if you think it's you then YAY . so i don't need to tell you cause i'm not going to talk to you .
but i don't think you will be reading , cause you don't bother .
hahahaha , i'm happy . BYE .

RETREAT ! RETREAT !
church is having retreat tomorrow :D
sleep early , wake up early in a good condition & mood please god :D
byebyebyebyebyebye .

was at chalet on monday till tuesday night .
& it's obviously killing me & my health . all those BBQ food & those sleepless night !
hurhurhurhur , but nvm . at least the chalet is quite okay . haha , got to see many deyians ~
all taller than me already -.- i remembered sec1 i can see their whole head ! this prove i didn't grow at alllllllllllllllll . so miserable can ?! haha , short & fat , fat & short that always been me .
blahblahblah . ANYWAY ! two years ago i had a blog ! i just view it just now . i feel like stabbing myself a billion times ! really* wth am i posting mancxz last time ? why am i sooo twitttt last time ? ohgod ! that's so embrassing ! if you guys had passed by my that stupid twitty blog ._.
just forget about it kkkkkk . cause i know there's still some of them still link that blog -.- ohhhhfuckk . i wanna delete it ! but i forgotten my password ! it's another account ! why can't i remember it !? LOL , no wonder so many of them detest me so much that time . ohhhhh , i'm some childish , act lian lil girl that time i guessssss . haha , whatever ! it's last time kkkkkk ! NOW , NONONONO UHS . HAHAHA .

leave the past alone ,
& get a new hope ,
what doesn't belongs to you ,
means it doesn't ,
forcing or fighting for it doesn't changes a thing .
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God will give his child the best ,
follow him & he will make a difference ,
it's never too late ,
so start believing him now .
AMEN .

okay , great . JUST GREAT !
i screwed up everything .
i missed church again & it's going on for months already ,
i just couldn't wake up , not even in the afternoon .
my mum broke my specs , so called accidently -.-
blahblahblah .
watched , BLOOD the last vampire s with shan yesterday . it's M18 . & nearly got caught & it's the 1st time .
i think it's because i'm very un-natural when i talk to that person , then she was like wanted to comfrim she reminded me "it's matured 18 ." i quickly nodded my head , she also asked what time i want i was stunned , idk why just stunned i keep tapping shan , "eh , what time what time ." haha . okay , skipskipskip . anyway , that girl is smart but not so smart cause i still got the ticket anyway & shan agreed too . HAHAHA . this wouldn't stop me from sneaking in a M18 MOVIE KKKK ! ROFL . actually BLOOD , i think at most should be NC16 idk why iszit M18 . & the lead actress is soooo cooooooool . WOOHOOS , when she killed those vampire there's no face expression at all . ME LIKE ME LIKE !
compared to friday 13th , BIG DIFFERENCE . friday 13th is M18 i understand .
BLOOD M18 ? i really don't understand . LOL .
okay , my neighbour is a FUCKING pervent .
byebyebye .

now what ?

I MISSES YOUR PAST , FRIEND .
SERIOUSLY .
WILL YOU BE LIKE THE PAST AGAIN ?
I DOUBT IT'S ISN'T POSSIBLE .

GOD , i really want that friend to be let the last ,
just for a day ..
i wouldn't ask for more .