RETREAT ! RETREAT !
church is having retreat tomorrow :D
sleep early , wake up early in a good condition & mood please god :D
byebyebyebyebyebye .

was at chalet on monday till tuesday night .
& it's obviously killing me & my health . all those BBQ food & those sleepless night !
hurhurhurhur , but nvm . at least the chalet is quite okay . haha , got to see many deyians ~
all taller than me already -.- i remembered sec1 i can see their whole head ! this prove i didn't grow at alllllllllllllllll . so miserable can ?! haha , short & fat , fat & short that always been me .
blahblahblah . ANYWAY ! two years ago i had a blog ! i just view it just now . i feel like stabbing myself a billion times ! really* wth am i posting mancxz last time ? why am i sooo twitttt last time ? ohgod ! that's so embrassing ! if you guys had passed by my that stupid twitty blog ._.
just forget about it kkkkkk . cause i know there's still some of them still link that blog -.- ohhhhfuckk . i wanna delete it ! but i forgotten my password ! it's another account ! why can't i remember it !? LOL , no wonder so many of them detest me so much that time . ohhhhh , i'm some childish , act lian lil girl that time i guessssss . haha , whatever ! it's last time kkkkkk ! NOW , NONONONO UHS . HAHAHA .

leave the past alone ,
& get a new hope ,
what doesn't belongs to you ,
means it doesn't ,
forcing or fighting for it doesn't changes a thing .
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God will give his child the best ,
follow him & he will make a difference ,
it's never too late ,
so start believing him now .
AMEN .

okay , great . JUST GREAT !
i screwed up everything .
i missed church again & it's going on for months already ,
i just couldn't wake up , not even in the afternoon .
my mum broke my specs , so called accidently -.-
blahblahblah .
watched , BLOOD the last vampire s with shan yesterday . it's M18 . & nearly got caught & it's the 1st time .
i think it's because i'm very un-natural when i talk to that person , then she was like wanted to comfrim she reminded me "it's matured 18 ." i quickly nodded my head , she also asked what time i want i was stunned , idk why just stunned i keep tapping shan , "eh , what time what time ." haha . okay , skipskipskip . anyway , that girl is smart but not so smart cause i still got the ticket anyway & shan agreed too . HAHAHA . this wouldn't stop me from sneaking in a M18 MOVIE KKKK ! ROFL . actually BLOOD , i think at most should be NC16 idk why iszit M18 . & the lead actress is soooo cooooooool . WOOHOOS , when she killed those vampire there's no face expression at all . ME LIKE ME LIKE !
compared to friday 13th , BIG DIFFERENCE . friday 13th is M18 i understand .
BLOOD M18 ? i really don't understand . LOL .
okay , my neighbour is a FUCKING pervent .
byebyebye .

now what ?

I MISSES YOUR PAST , FRIEND .
SERIOUSLY .
WILL YOU BE LIKE THE PAST AGAIN ?
I DOUBT IT'S ISN'T POSSIBLE .

GOD , i really want that friend to be let the last ,
just for a day ..
i wouldn't ask for more .

happy & crazy in the morning , afternoon & moody in the evening .
i know why already , my close friend visted me in the evening .
even things doesn't concern me i also go moody about it . haha .
i went jogging yesterday night . hahaha , blahblahblah .
okay , that close friend of mine is getting annoying & i getting more & more moodless .
byebyebyebye .

HEYS ! look here , i'm here . okay , L-A-M-E .
anyways , i fallen in love with this song , Offcially Missing You by Tamia :D
the first tracks that my playlist is playing . haha , i sing that song till no voice uhs .
finally , HOLIDAYS . finally , SINGAPORE SALES !!! finally , BROKE .. -.-
seriously my money is like , no more . i brought somethings for myself , but i regret-ed again .
when i'm at that shop , i lovelovelove that dress . when i'm at home , i suddenly thinks it sucks .
& i hated it alot . i wish i could sell away , cause it's isn't cheap . (heartache!)
weird , i don't no why . i have been questioning myself many times , why i always regret after buying ? why can't i just love it more when i take another look at it ?
i keep thinking i look extremly fat in every clothes i wore . DANGXZXZ ! i really wanna kill those fats in my body . i really hope oneday i fall really ill & TADAAAA ! slim down already . HAHA . SIAO ! ._. okay , first of all . AM I SICK ? LOL , i hope notttttttttt .
1) i wanna lose weight .
2)confidences please .
3)stop spending money on useless stuff .
4)MONEY , I SAY ! FLY TO ME NOW !
5)3 wishes granted ! (pining hopes on GOD )
6)STOP being a lazy swine .
7)wake up early , so wouldn't missed or late for JDBC & SCHOOL .
8)hate food .
9)LOVELOVELOVE RUNNING .
10)improving my vocals :D